When I caught my case I thought that loyalty was something I could take for granted. I also thought that we all foreknew the consequence of our actions. So, if we chose the action we waived our right to protest the consequences that came with it. I'll never snitch.
Before I caught my case, I was beginning to really think that doing wrong could finance doing right. After all, a day on the block would pay a months worth of bills. Who cares about tomorrow when each day so fulfills my desire to be a man.
If violence is the language of the culture, how can one communicate without using it...
If it feels good to abuse my body with alcohol and drugs why would I want to be sober....
If Love itself is a tangible gift (something I can buy and give) what do I need with a heart that is filled with emotions...
And... if I didn't value myself how could I value my brother, my victim, my Self all over again.
